Wow. I’m finally updating again.

And I promise, tomorrow I will study until my brain slides out of my ear. Oh and after that, maybe I can get myself to actually prepare for oral on time.

Anyway, after all the crappy drama today, things are better. I think.

Well, I hope.

I’m sorta surprised I’m not really affected much by all this. Right now, I guess I’m just gonna let whatever happen well, happen.

I’ve also stopped caring whether people think I’m doing the right thing or not. It seems everyone’s opinions are divided and quite a certain someone has been giving me shit over picking the ‘wrong’ one all the time.

Well, honestly. Creating more drama now, would be freakin disaster.

As for the other one, I’ve made it clear to him that I can’t make a commitment at the moment, that it’s his choice if he still wants to talk to me and that I’m an evil person who’ll probably bleed his heart inside out.

Yes, if I was a good person, I’d leave him alone and tell him to crap off. But no, I’m selfish and I’m human.

Judge me all you want, then.